sorry to disappoint y'all this is not an update related to the plot of the story ( i'm typing this @ 3am omg ) but i hope y'all will take time to read this!

inhale. exhale.

I JUST WANNA EXPRESS MY FEELINGS AND WORDS OF GRATITUDE Y'ALL DON'T KNOW HOW HAPPY I AM RIGHT NOW THAT PARK JIHOON IS DEBUTING MY FIXED PICK IS DEBUTING!!! ♡

i am rooting for him since the day mnet has released the nayana performance ( yES I DID NOT SWERVE CAN YOU BELIEVE IT BINCH I'M LOYAL ) but i started watching produce 101 when it has reached ep3 already because of my slow internet connection. lmao i had to deal with it somehow so yes, i bingewatched pd101 HAHAHAHA.

park jihoon ranked 1st for five consecutive weeks, ranked 3rd after and 2nd for the last two weeks. i am really happy he almost pulled a god!sejeong except that she didn't place 3rd at all in s1. ; ;

JIHOON MY WINK BOY, YOU ARE SUCH A PRECIOUS GEM YOU DESERVE TO BE LOVED BY EVERYONE. although you only ended up being the 2nd and not as the center of wanna one, what's important here is you made it to the final 11!

and the fact that you broke the rank 2 curse which made me worried as fuck when boa was still not calling your name and we reached the 5등 already ( remember samuel, guanlin, daniel's ranks dropped to 16, 20 and 8 after getting placed at 2nd? ) mADE ME SO EXTREMELY PROUD OF YOU PARK JIHOON MADE ME THE HAPPIEST PERSON ALIVE

despite the little amount of screen times mnet has given to you in produce 101, you got a lot of fans because of your stunning visuals and worth stanning talents. this is only the beginning of your dreams! i will always support you even after wanna one era. you'll always be my number one! ♡

and that ends my dramatic note lmao hskskshsus i'm sorry i just love jihoon so much he deserves all the rainbow sparkles in the world. ㅠ ㅠ ♡

BUT WAIT HOLD UP

THE FACT THAT NATIONAL LEADER JONGHYUN AND ALL-ROUNDER KIM SAMUEL DIDN'T MAKE IT TO THE FINAL WANNA ONE LINE-UP MAKES ME SO SALTY I DON'T THINK I CAN EVEN SLEEP PROPERLY TONIGHT/TODAY

so who's gonna be the leader if not kim jonghyun? : )

PLUS THE 이 자리에!!! I LOVE THE SONG ALREADY OT20 REMINDS ME OF SEVENTEEN SO MUCH BECAUSE OF THEIR OUTFITS. speaking of seventeen, s.coups went to support nu'est and samuel today!! 😭

wow this is long i can't even

ALSO THIS STORY IS ENDING THIS MONTH! i have finished the drafts in my notes and this story will only have 100+ chapters after that i'm publishing the epilogue + no book 2, sorry!

if you made it until here then congrats HAHAHAHA thank you for reading! hope your faves made it to the final line-up too.